what's your sign?

whenever i ask someone, "how do you know if you are ready for a marriage?" or "how do you know if a guy is the right one for you??" i'll always get different answers from different people. the most common answer from those who are married would be the famous 'u just know...(with the 'i'm in love' kind of look on their faces)'. and i'll be like whhhaattttt.....??? but now, though i'm only 22 to be talking about love, but i guess now i finally get it. but no! i'm not gonna do the whole 'u just noe' thing. so, this particular post will be my personal list of signs/criterias that show if he is the guy i would want to end up with:-

1. When picturing my married life with him, i feel at ease, possible and most importantly, happy.

2. He is the kind of person who would change his habits (the ones that i despise) without me telling him to.

3. This may sound a bit corny, but he is the kind of guy who can't sleep over a small argument i had with him.

4. He keeps on giving me surprises from time to time even if it's just buying the simple sugar-covered doughnut(my favourite!^_^) for me after a long, stressful day of classes.

5. I feel extremely comfortable when i'm with him, given any situation.

6. I'd go to great length to ensure our good future together.

7. We both understand and trust each other more than we trust anyone else.

8. Without me realizing it, i'm tolerating and accepting his few flaws and improving mine at the same time.

9. He is my confidant,my bestfriend, my brother and my partner.

10. What worries him, worries me as well.

11. When troubles hit paradise, i'd struggle my way solving it than losing him.

12. All other aspects in our lives coincides nicely. Family, friends,education.. everything that matters.

13. We both can communicate without troubling people around us.

14. He is sensitive towards small things such as making sure i have a supply of mineral water to drink in class.

15. Lastly, he makes sure i have enough time and fun spent with my family and friends whenever i get too caught up with studies and other stuff.

I could go on and on with the list, but then all you people would go yawning. so yeahh..i guess everyone gets the picture. I'm in love with my boyfriend. Though i might regret writing this if things don't turn out the way i wanted, but he deserves this. after all the unthinkable things he has done for me. then again, when u love someone, air liur basi pun wangi! anyways, u girls should have your own list as well. but no rush! you have all the time in the world to find your own mr.right! he could be your mr.wrong for all you know, but then again, no one is perfect. which is why you call him your other half. I might have found mine, or i might not. only god has the answer. however,I believe god knows whats best for me. therefore, i won't regret having him with me at this time of my life. :)

*this particular piece is dedicated to Mohd Hisyamuddin B. Ahmad Kamil, my sense of everything..

hello from the past.

it has been almost 3 years since the last time i blogged. many lessons learned, new faces are known and memorable moments passed. These past few years really shaped me into becoming a better person for the future. everything becomes clear and certain. in fact, while reading my previous posts earlier i noticed they were childish, serious and immature. well, i was 19! so i ought to be ridiculous??? anyhow, reminiscing my life for the last 3 years, i have been blessed with the wonderful things in life. Precious family, good education, superb friends and a supermassive partner. :) Apart from the little things around me that keep me going and thankful with all that i have. The most valuable thing i have learned in these few years is the chance to see the goods in all the misfortunes i've had. Humans rarely stop to think of the rainbow god gives us after a thunderous storm. Instead of seeing things from the bright side, we always prefer to blame the situation for the mistakes we have done. and that includes me! obviously.. however, realizing that, i am trying to change that negative part of me. how about you? Personally, i believe we should all take some time off from our hectic life to think of the amazing mistakes we have done. because they are definitely worth the time!